Alright so i have seen all of these 30 day song/photo/ whatever challenges all over facebook and tumbler (no i dont have a tumbler and no i wont give out my facebook to randoms...)
anyhow, we all know my track record for being able to post things daily so im just gonna post everything in one here. i'll do the song one, and maybe a specific band one a bit later. :)
30 song challenge...
#1 Favourite Song:
Please Be Mine- Jonas Brothers
this is such a beautiful song, and was the first song that the boys wrote together. i would die if someone sang this to me. absolute icing on the cake it would be.
#2 Least Favourite Song:
Anything heavy metal. i can't stand listening to it and hearing what they are doing to their vocal chords. im a singer and most of those bands dont know how to sing properly to not permanently damage their vocal chords. then they end up like the lead singer of Linkin Park, if you listen to their early songs, he has a much bigger range than the laster songs. why. he destroyed his voice not singing properly...
#3 Makes You Happy:
Ours- Taylor Swift
This is a very cute song. i love the simple lyrics and just the way it all fits together. it makes me smile a lot when i hear it. its also my ringtone on my phone. :)
#4 Makes You Sad:
Halloween/ Goodbye Love- RENT
this song breaks my heart every time i hear it. its so bittersweet and painful and truthful and its at a point in the show where everything comes out and is laid bare on the table. its so raw, it also my favourite song from the show.
#5 Reminds You of Someone:
Enchanted- Taylor Swift
for no other reason than the lines of
'Please dont be in love with someone else,
please dont have somebody waiting on you'
thats all im gonna say about that one.
#6 Reminds You of Somewhere:
Waking up in Vegas- Katy Perry
cause ive woken up in Vegas, with friends of mine after a night that i wont forget. and if you want details forget it. what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas baby, ;)
#7 Reminds You of a Certain Event:
Low- Flo Rida
road trip with some friends of mine. we went camping and the whole trip there were only 3 songs that the 4 of us in the car could agree on. i learnt the words to this song on the trip. lol.
#8 You Know all the Words to:
this is a hard one, cause i know all the worlds to a lot of songs. as a singer doing covers for the crowd i kinda have to... but i would say..
Wannabe- Spice Girls
only because this is one that i have never forgotten and bust out at a karaoke bar whenever i can. this is a lot of fun to perform!
#9 You can Dance to:
Shake It- Metro Station
lets be honest here who can't not get up and dance when this one comes on! though it did really disturb me when i first realised what the song was actually about, and realised that 7yo's were dancing and singing along to a song about sleeping with someone...
#10 Makes You Fall Asleep:
Sweet Chariot- Soweto Gospel Choir
i saw these guys live in concert and i had SUCH a hard time not falling asleep during this song. im not even kidding it literally took everything i had not to drift off, cause it was so pretty and relaxing and... ^_^
#11 From Your Favourite Band:
Tonight- Jonas Brothers and
Tim McGraw- Taylor Swift
i can't choose between them. i literally could listen to both of them for days on end. if i could only listen to these two for the rest of my life i would be quite happy with that.
#12 From a Band You Hate:
Im On a Boat- by 'i dont really care'
i personally think this is the stupidest song to ever hit the face of this earth. well that may be tied with Jizz In My Pants, by who cares as well...
#13 Guilty Pleaser:
Somebody to Love- Justin Beiber
yeah, im a beilieber. i quite liike his music, its catchy and its got a good dance beat to it that being a dancer i appreciate. and its cute and im a sucker for cute.
#14 No one Would Expect you to Love:
1940's Jazz. give me big band and a good horn section and im gone.
#15 Describes You:
describes me.....
The Climb- Miley Cyrus
how i see life, and its me. life is a climb, but im gonna do it and get up and over that mountain. its explains my outlook on life and how i want to live it, which explains me.
#16 Used to Love but now Hate:
Crazy Frog
call me nuts but i did actually like this song when it came out. it was fun and a little off center and it made me laugh. then i lived in a house with 4 kids who were obsessed with all the mixes of crazy frog and now i want to kill him.
#17 Hear Often on the Radio:
Price Tag- Jessie J
well considering the place where i work has he radio on all day i hear the top 40 quite a bit. but this one i hear so often its not funny. they really should find something else to play for a bit.
#18 Wish You Heard on the Radio:
Who Says- Selena Gomez
this is a fantastic song. i love it and the message is awesome. it should be played! i shall call it in tomorrow i think. :D
#19 From Your Favourite Album:
Conspiracy Theory/ Inseperable- Nick Jonas and the Administration
again, dont judge me. listen to them before you make any judgements on my taste of music. i think you will be surprised. i know i have made several people unwilling fans by just playing these songs and not telling them who its by. they have liked and then ive dropped the bomb shell. the looks on their faces were priceless!
#20 Listen to When Angry:
World War III- Jonas Brothers
because its awesome, and i can really get everything out in it.
#21 Listen to When Happy:
Walking on Sunshine- Katrina and the Waves
really, who could ever pass up this song! xD
#22 Listen to When Sad:
Last Day on Earth- Kate Miller- Heidke
its one of those songs, that evoke long stares into the abyss of the nothing thats in front of you. whenever i hear this song i think of a broken house falling apart at the seems. and of that chick dying on Neighbours... never watched it, but the add made me cry and they played this song.
#23 Want at Your Wedding:
Only Hope- Switchfoot
such a beautiful song! i love this and it never ceases to make me smile and blush! it holds extra special meaning cause i sang it in my school choir one year- complete with 3 part harmonies. it was very pretty. and its just a pretty song. and im not gonna lie the vision of Jamie Sullivan (Mandy Moore) in A Walk To Remember walking down the aisle to this song, inspired me a lot.
#24 Want at Your Funural:
Eternity- Jonas Brothers/ Flame Trees- Sara Blasko version.
again simply beautiful songs. i have seriously considered getting Eternity tattooed on my self somewhere because of that song. Flame Trees is hauntingly amazing. look them up, listen to them and this will all make sense.
#25 Makes you Laugh:
Better than Revenge- Taylor Swift
Several reasons. the matter of fact way she goes about saying several things in the song. and then my favourite line
"she thinks im psycho cause i like to rhyme her name with things."
never fails to crack me up, cause how many of us have done it with a girl who we dont like. and also being a song writer, rhyming names with things is kinda a specialty.
#26 Can Play on an Instrument:
Mine-Taylor Swift
This was a long list too as i play the guitar. but this would be my favourite as it explains what happens to me to a T when i fall hard for someone. :p
#27 Wish You Could Play:
Imagine- John Lennon
Loooooonnnnnnnggggggg list, but this would be number 1, at the top, and i want to be able to play it on the piano. i can only imagine (pun intended!) what it would be like to be able to bust out a piano acoustic version of this somewhere. sooo beautiful!
#28 Feel Inspired and Creative:
F*cking Perfect- Pink
tough one, cause my inspiration comes form many different random places. but this one, makes me think that mo matter how hard things are they will get better. so it pushes me to go on, and generally when i get a kick in the butt like that it gives me that extra something for an idea to come through.
#29 from Your Childhood
Ning Nang Nong- Play School
brilliant, still love it! look it up, and you will laugh. :D
#30 Makes You Want to Help the World:
We are the World- 25 for Haiti
this is the one that happened while i was alive, therefor i am putting this one. its amazing, and shows how much some people can do if they really want to help. i have the shirt and i did as much as i could. im not one to sit behind a computer and just say things, i like going out and actually helping where i can. now there i couldn't really go across the world and help- if i could have i would have. so instead i did what i could to help. i bought the song, i bought the shirt, i bought the show from itunes, i donated... what did you do?
Til next time
K
xo
Monday, May 16, 2011
Tomorrow I will run...
Well i failed that last challenge EPICALLY!
thats a record i think even for me. i mean i didn't even get one post in there... oops. and its almost been a month...
dont get me wrong i do actually think about writing on here, but its actually getting up and opening the page and starting to write, that holds me back. (i know its so much work to do it!)
anyhow, im not gonna start again, cause it will simply be useless. so for now its just i will try and post more often and i will post when i can. thats about all i can promise at the moment. :D
anyway.
till next time
K
xo
thats a record i think even for me. i mean i didn't even get one post in there... oops. and its almost been a month...
dont get me wrong i do actually think about writing on here, but its actually getting up and opening the page and starting to write, that holds me back. (i know its so much work to do it!)
anyhow, im not gonna start again, cause it will simply be useless. so for now its just i will try and post more often and i will post when i can. thats about all i can promise at the moment. :D
anyway.
till next time
K
xo
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
And they said 'Speak Now'...
Alright the challenge is to try and post daily...
lets see how i manage this one...
fingers crossed!
lets see how i manage this one...
fingers crossed!
I've got lots of pictures in my head...
alright so im slightly failing at this whole post regularly thing...
i swear im trying! i promise. anyway, here is another round of my view on life.
what do you do when you are completely thrown? i mean you were at the receiving end of a curve ball you had no idea was coming? and not a easy one either, this curve ball was fast hard and pretty much knocked the wind out of you..
yeah i have no idea either. so any tips would help greatly to be honest. but so far this is the way i have dealt, talking. talking to people, and the best part about this is those people are there to help you through it. that was my favourite thing about all this. the person who i first turned to was there to help me back up. and not just that but helped me laugh again. this was brilliant cause i wasn't sure they were going to be, but this person was the first one i wanted to turn to. so bonus. :)
i wont go into details about why or what threw me as that is my personal life and i dont really like sharing (whats the point of a blog i know) but... just keep in mind, when you catch the curve ball, it feels freaking awesome.
till next time
K
xo
i swear im trying! i promise. anyway, here is another round of my view on life.
what do you do when you are completely thrown? i mean you were at the receiving end of a curve ball you had no idea was coming? and not a easy one either, this curve ball was fast hard and pretty much knocked the wind out of you..
yeah i have no idea either. so any tips would help greatly to be honest. but so far this is the way i have dealt, talking. talking to people, and the best part about this is those people are there to help you through it. that was my favourite thing about all this. the person who i first turned to was there to help me back up. and not just that but helped me laugh again. this was brilliant cause i wasn't sure they were going to be, but this person was the first one i wanted to turn to. so bonus. :)
i wont go into details about why or what threw me as that is my personal life and i dont really like sharing (whats the point of a blog i know) but... just keep in mind, when you catch the curve ball, it feels freaking awesome.
till next time
K
xo
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Everything You Think You're Not....
okay, my rant time.
being cool. what does that mean to you? for most people it means being 'hip', part of the 'in' crowd, being someone who stands out from the rest, a trend setter, someone who you notice because of something unusual, in other words for most people... someone other than them. but what is it really?
answer- being yourself.
i know, i know, so many people say that, and its all about being happy with who you are and you'll be fine, blah, blah, blah, blah. but....
have you ever noticed that those who are really truly considered 'cool' are the ones who dont care what others think... who do things cause they want to not because some toothpick of a 'celebrity' in a magazine is telling them too... who really honestly doesn't give a damn... coincidence? i think not.
and i do understand where you are coming from, i have been there. reading those magazines wanting to be exactly like the models on the pages and then seeing that style and flawlessness on girls at school. hearing those people talk about how their life is perfect and when they do have troubles, wanting to be able to face it with the confidence and poise that they do. i understand wanting all of that.
but i figured it out. i can have that as well. i just had to stop worrying about how people will react to me. if i did something that i wanted to do, sure i might piss a few people off, but thats not my problem. it sounds mean, and conceited (and trust me im not like that normally) but you can't please everybody so why try?
and the more i found myself doing things for me and not trying to be like everyone else, the more people said they liked me, they though i was cool- which was a completely new concept!
so it is something your mother says when your feeling like crap, but have you ever thought that she might actually be telling the truth... just a thought.
rant over.
till next time
K
xo
being cool. what does that mean to you? for most people it means being 'hip', part of the 'in' crowd, being someone who stands out from the rest, a trend setter, someone who you notice because of something unusual, in other words for most people... someone other than them. but what is it really?
answer- being yourself.
i know, i know, so many people say that, and its all about being happy with who you are and you'll be fine, blah, blah, blah, blah. but....
have you ever noticed that those who are really truly considered 'cool' are the ones who dont care what others think... who do things cause they want to not because some toothpick of a 'celebrity' in a magazine is telling them too... who really honestly doesn't give a damn... coincidence? i think not.
and i do understand where you are coming from, i have been there. reading those magazines wanting to be exactly like the models on the pages and then seeing that style and flawlessness on girls at school. hearing those people talk about how their life is perfect and when they do have troubles, wanting to be able to face it with the confidence and poise that they do. i understand wanting all of that.
but i figured it out. i can have that as well. i just had to stop worrying about how people will react to me. if i did something that i wanted to do, sure i might piss a few people off, but thats not my problem. it sounds mean, and conceited (and trust me im not like that normally) but you can't please everybody so why try?
and the more i found myself doing things for me and not trying to be like everyone else, the more people said they liked me, they though i was cool- which was a completely new concept!
so it is something your mother says when your feeling like crap, but have you ever thought that she might actually be telling the truth... just a thought.
rant over.
till next time
K
xo
Sunday, April 3, 2011
The Mirror Can Lie...
you have no idea how true this statement is. it was made extra known to me a few hours ago by a friend. whom we shall call Elle. obviously its not her real name, but i like calling her that cause as much as she doesn't want to believe it she is very Elle-egant. huh, see that. corny i know, but cute. :p So Elle is an amazing person but she has been battling her daemons. she has a voice inside of her head that always says nasty things. 'other me' as she is known. not worthy of a name besides that. these nasty thing range from the petty to the down right disturbing, and never cease to make Elle's life horrid.
but i wish she could see what such a beautiful person she is. she is an AMAZING writer, but she cares too much about what other people think. she wants to love life but doesn't feel worthy of it. she has a wicked sense of humour but doesn't let very many people see it. shes not social yet one of the fiercest friends you could ever have. she has so much to give but no one is willing to give her an chance, and then she is not willing to give herself a chance. i really do wish she could see what i see.
and before you all come back at me saying that i should be saying all this to her instead of posting it on my blog, i have and she knows all of this i pushed her today with all of this. im sure she got pissed at me, but i have actually said it to her.
so Elle if you're reading this, as i said before you dont have to believe this, but dont forget it. you are amazing, beautiful and wonderful. never give up on anything cause the best things in life are the ones you HAVE TO fight for. you have the fire, you just need it to burn when you want it to burn not the other way around. you are incredible. <3
till next time
K
xo
but i wish she could see what such a beautiful person she is. she is an AMAZING writer, but she cares too much about what other people think. she wants to love life but doesn't feel worthy of it. she has a wicked sense of humour but doesn't let very many people see it. shes not social yet one of the fiercest friends you could ever have. she has so much to give but no one is willing to give her an chance, and then she is not willing to give herself a chance. i really do wish she could see what i see.
and before you all come back at me saying that i should be saying all this to her instead of posting it on my blog, i have and she knows all of this i pushed her today with all of this. im sure she got pissed at me, but i have actually said it to her.
so Elle if you're reading this, as i said before you dont have to believe this, but dont forget it. you are amazing, beautiful and wonderful. never give up on anything cause the best things in life are the ones you HAVE TO fight for. you have the fire, you just need it to burn when you want it to burn not the other way around. you are incredible. <3
till next time
K
xo
Monday, March 28, 2011
The Wonderful Wizard of AUS
yes i know, its on purpose you dimwit.
that was for whom ever decides to tell me thats not the way the song really goes.
but how appropriate, the wonderful wizard of Aus. it really is like magic over here, i mean not only is it beautiful but everything seems easier, getting a job, living... and yet i want to leave. why? cause its where i was born, not home anymore. i want to say the Flag is home, but really i dont know where home is. i haven't found it, not yet anyway. i will one day, when i settle down with the typical husband and 2.5 children. maybe then that will be home. but for right now, i want to go back to place where i call home. Flag, where i want to be, where i will have a job and hopefully a guy, where i will be around people who get me, not some version of me who grew up in their eyes with their restrictions. somewhere where i can thrive on being pushed daily and not having anyone but myself to fall back on. where i can be independent and out on my own. where i can LIVE. go out and explore the world without the safety net of my family with me. where i can make my own mistakes and create my own memories.
dont get me wrong i love being here with all my family and in my own room and all, but this town is too small for me (even though Flag is smaller), lets rephrase, this town can't hold all of me.
i want to follow my dreams...
we're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of...
till next time
K
xo
that was for whom ever decides to tell me thats not the way the song really goes.
but how appropriate, the wonderful wizard of Aus. it really is like magic over here, i mean not only is it beautiful but everything seems easier, getting a job, living... and yet i want to leave. why? cause its where i was born, not home anymore. i want to say the Flag is home, but really i dont know where home is. i haven't found it, not yet anyway. i will one day, when i settle down with the typical husband and 2.5 children. maybe then that will be home. but for right now, i want to go back to place where i call home. Flag, where i want to be, where i will have a job and hopefully a guy, where i will be around people who get me, not some version of me who grew up in their eyes with their restrictions. somewhere where i can thrive on being pushed daily and not having anyone but myself to fall back on. where i can be independent and out on my own. where i can LIVE. go out and explore the world without the safety net of my family with me. where i can make my own mistakes and create my own memories.
dont get me wrong i love being here with all my family and in my own room and all, but this town is too small for me (even though Flag is smaller), lets rephrase, this town can't hold all of me.
i want to follow my dreams...
we're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of...
till next time
K
xo
Smile and Cry
so i found this AGES ago and burst into tears while reading it. i randomly found it again the other day and had to post it, cause it is sooooo beautiful!!
Her hair was up in a ponytail
Her favorite dress tied with a bow
Today was Daddy's Day at school
And she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
A dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet
Children squirming impatently,
Anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called,
Each student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
For a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one"
Another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offened her,
As she smiled up at her mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.
"My daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.
Cause my daddy's always with me
Even though we are apart.
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart."
With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much,
He's my shining star.
And if he could he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.
You see he was a fireman
And died just this past year.
When airplanes hit the towers
And taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
It's like he never went away."
And then she closes her eyes,
And saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they say before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy."
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far
-Unknown
how amazing is that!
till next time
K
xo
Her hair was up in a ponytail
Her favorite dress tied with a bow
Today was Daddy's Day at school
And she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
A dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet
Children squirming impatently,
Anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called,
Each student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
For a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one"
Another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offened her,
As she smiled up at her mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.
"My daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.
And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.
Cause my daddy's always with me
Even though we are apart.
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart."
With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.
For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.
And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much,
He's my shining star.
And if he could he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.
You see he was a fireman
And died just this past year.
When airplanes hit the towers
And taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes,
It's like he never went away."
And then she closes her eyes,
And saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they say before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy."
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far
-Unknown
how amazing is that!
till next time
K
xo
second post of 2011
wow, i just realised that that was my first post of 2011. i REALLY haven't been on here in a while... oops! oh well. i shall be better at this i promise. part of it is; its hard for me to keep up with everything because i am so busy. and then talking about everything, im gonna be honest something i don't want to talk about or i don't want some people to see them. but i guess thats what blogs are for right. to tell the world about how seemly unperfect your life is, no matter if its just you reading it or thousands of people reading it. doesn't really matter in this day and age, we all want instant gratification and when we don't get it we move onto the next thing. heeelllloooo facebook. (i cracked, im on there too).
IM BAAAAAACCCCCCCKKKKK!!!
so i haven't been on in SUCH a long time!!! its crazy how fast time goes. i mean i swear it was only yesterday that i was on here.
anyway, whats been happening.. i found many acting jobs. i was helping an Acting 1 class with their project and ended up being in it. sooo much fun! i filmed a couple of pieces, that never made it to the screen. i am helping produce and written music for a piece about the holocaust. i got involved in helping students at my old high school. i got my teachers certificate in Ballroom dancing, and i got a job offer to work in the states as a dance teacher! and thats just the performing arts!
i also found one of my bestest friends in the whole world! Bayley is amazing and she is so much fun not only to be around but to talk too. i tell her everything and she the same with me. we are both musically inclined and both write so its so much fun to write together! i get so much inspiration from her, literally we will be having a conversation and at several points throughout it, both of us can say "wait, i need to write that down, they were really good lyrics!!" and its just some random thing that one of us said. and then there is Kathy, who is another amazing girl and again another best friend. she is a beautiful soul who has so much that she can't see. and it kills me that she doesn't see what i see. but she is a fantastic friend one of those people who no matter what is going on with you she will listen and be there. and shes an amazing author her book Blue Star is incredible!! you watch i bet anything that she will big one of these days!
so i have finished my year and a half in the states. am in Aus but i am looking at going back, i want to go back soooooooooo bad. i cannot tell you how badly i want to go back. i miss everyone there soooo much, and even though it kills me to say this, i miss them more than what i missed people when i left Aus. that tells me that i am meant to be there for a little while longer. or to at least go back. i will go into this later, but its like there is a part of me missing and i have left it back in Flag.
though on good news, i have been keeping busy doing a whole bunch of things. i got back into teaching- accidentaly- and i realised how much i actually LOVE it. i was at my old high school catching up with some of my old teachers and i got pulled into helping the year 12's with their piece and then i got pulled into helping my old drama teacher teach some of her younger dance classes. which was funny that she s teaching them, cause technically im more qualified to teach than she is. and those are her words not mine! :D and im doing some promotion/interview work for CCAP (Cultural Care Au Pair) the company that i went over to the states on. so very busy, but thats how i like it. im much happier when im busy and less bored (noooo! really! thats the whole point of being busy...)
what else, still no guys (thats freaking complicated, but thats another story, one which i don't really share willingly) so sorry to all those who thought they were gonna get the scoop.
anyway, i shall try and post more regularly.
till next time
K
anyway, whats been happening.. i found many acting jobs. i was helping an Acting 1 class with their project and ended up being in it. sooo much fun! i filmed a couple of pieces, that never made it to the screen. i am helping produce and written music for a piece about the holocaust. i got involved in helping students at my old high school. i got my teachers certificate in Ballroom dancing, and i got a job offer to work in the states as a dance teacher! and thats just the performing arts!
i also found one of my bestest friends in the whole world! Bayley is amazing and she is so much fun not only to be around but to talk too. i tell her everything and she the same with me. we are both musically inclined and both write so its so much fun to write together! i get so much inspiration from her, literally we will be having a conversation and at several points throughout it, both of us can say "wait, i need to write that down, they were really good lyrics!!" and its just some random thing that one of us said. and then there is Kathy, who is another amazing girl and again another best friend. she is a beautiful soul who has so much that she can't see. and it kills me that she doesn't see what i see. but she is a fantastic friend one of those people who no matter what is going on with you she will listen and be there. and shes an amazing author her book Blue Star is incredible!! you watch i bet anything that she will big one of these days!
so i have finished my year and a half in the states. am in Aus but i am looking at going back, i want to go back soooooooooo bad. i cannot tell you how badly i want to go back. i miss everyone there soooo much, and even though it kills me to say this, i miss them more than what i missed people when i left Aus. that tells me that i am meant to be there for a little while longer. or to at least go back. i will go into this later, but its like there is a part of me missing and i have left it back in Flag.
though on good news, i have been keeping busy doing a whole bunch of things. i got back into teaching- accidentaly- and i realised how much i actually LOVE it. i was at my old high school catching up with some of my old teachers and i got pulled into helping the year 12's with their piece and then i got pulled into helping my old drama teacher teach some of her younger dance classes. which was funny that she s teaching them, cause technically im more qualified to teach than she is. and those are her words not mine! :D and im doing some promotion/interview work for CCAP (Cultural Care Au Pair) the company that i went over to the states on. so very busy, but thats how i like it. im much happier when im busy and less bored (noooo! really! thats the whole point of being busy...)
what else, still no guys (thats freaking complicated, but thats another story, one which i don't really share willingly) so sorry to all those who thought they were gonna get the scoop.
anyway, i shall try and post more regularly.
till next time
K
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