yes i know, its on purpose you dimwit.
that was for whom ever decides to tell me thats not the way the song really goes.
but how appropriate, the wonderful wizard of Aus. it really is like magic over here, i mean not only is it beautiful but everything seems easier, getting a job, living... and yet i want to leave. why? cause its where i was born, not home anymore. i want to say the Flag is home, but really i dont know where home is. i haven't found it, not yet anyway. i will one day, when i settle down with the typical husband and 2.5 children. maybe then that will be home. but for right now, i want to go back to place where i call home. Flag, where i want to be, where i will have a job and hopefully a guy, where i will be around people who get me, not some version of me who grew up in their eyes with their restrictions. somewhere where i can thrive on being pushed daily and not having anyone but myself to fall back on. where i can be independent and out on my own. where i can LIVE. go out and explore the world without the safety net of my family with me. where i can make my own mistakes and create my own memories.
dont get me wrong i love being here with all my family and in my own room and all, but this town is too small for me (even though Flag is smaller), lets rephrase, this town can't hold all of me.
i want to follow my dreams...
we're off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of...
till next time
K
xo
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